Small Changes By: Fox Cutter 07/25/1999: Chapter 1 "How are you feeling, Hon?" Oria asked as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders, nuzzling the back of my neck. I smiled. I hadn't even heard her come into my office. She could be silent when she wanted to be. With one hand I reached up to grasp her arm as I turned my head to nuzzle her in return. "I'm feeling fine, love." "That's good," she said with a purr, continuing to nuzzle. Her tongue flicked out to lick my skin, bringing up my own purr to match hers. She pulled back after a minute, and put a little more weight on my back, looking past my head to the various items spread out over my desk. "Anything exciting come out of your meeting this morning?" I nodded. "A few things: some news on the construction of the new Capital, and that the CSC is starting to be formed. I might end up with the occasional assignment from them when they get up to speed. I was also, gently, reminded that I haven't finished gathering all the items on Graison's little list." "I see," she said, with a slight pout. "There's only two items left?" "Just the two. Some kind of computer, and something called an 'Impulse Wave Transducer,' whatever that might be." I answered as I picked up a PADD, which contained the relevant information, from my desk. She nodded, reaching down to pluck the PADD from my fingers. "And which one are we going to go fetch?" I laughed softly. "Who said we're going anywhere?" I asked. She pulled back a bit, removing her weight from my shoulders, taking the PADD with her. She left her other paw stroking the side of my face, as she said, "I did. Now let's see here, the first one doesn't have any humans, which might cause some problems for you. The second one," she paused, coming up on the same conclusion I had, "would probably kill me on sight. I think we can skip that one today." I nodded, then stood from my chair, and turned to face her. She glanced at me, with a small smile on her muzzle, dropping her now free paw to stroke down the edge of the pale blue skirt that was hanging just over her feet. It went nicely with the white top she had, tucked into its waistband. "Now, why are we going to go on this little mission?" I asked, pushing the chair out of the way, and taking a step closer to her, placing my hands on her hips. "Because you need to get it done, Fox," she said, glancing back down at the PADD. "And I want to get some quiet time, just you and me, which we really can't get around here." I let out a short laugh, and kissed the pad of her nose. "You think going on an adventure is quiet time?" She smiled and nodded. "For us it is. It will be the first time for us to be away from home, just you and me. We'll need to leave the tigers here; it will just be us," she gave a soft laugh, "Quiet time." I gave her hips a squeeze, and pulled her close. "You were my companion, back in the days when I did adventures all the time. I'm sure you remember all the deadly danger that came about because of it?" She nodded, wrapping her arms around my shoulders and pulling me closer. "I remember, but I think it would be worth it. I just want to get out of the house, and to talk. I think this will be the best chance we'll get." "Alright, I think it would be fun. I'll tell Ravindar in a few minutes, if he doesn't know already," I said, and then kissed my wife full on the lips. She let out a deep purr, dropping her paws around my arms and down my back, pulling me tight to her. "I like that," she whispered when she broke the kiss for a moment, "but I think telling him can wait till later." She kissed me again, pulling me tight to her. I returned the kiss, pulling her back against me, as we lowered ourselves to the floor. * * * "You want to do what?" Ravindar asked, his muzzle in his paw, and a nasty look on his face. Santhara sat next to him, a slightly surprised look on her face. Oria and I sat on the far side of the kitchen table from them, clothing back in place after our little bit of fun. We were holding hands under the table, and her tail was flicking against the back of my bare feet. "I didn't phrase it as a question," I replied. "I'm telling you, telling you both, that you are going to be staying here for this." "How can we protect you if you leave us here?" Santhara asked, tapping a finger on the tabletop. "It makes us useless as bodyguards if you leave us behind." Oria shook her head. "There is no Cain waiting for us, nothing big and nasty. The only problem is where the item we're going for is located. Nothing else." Ravindar shook his head. "This is an item that Grasion hid, for his own retrieval. He also doesn't care much about you, Fox. Have you considered that he might be a threat to you." I nodded. "Oh yes, I'm acutely aware of that, but this isn't your business. You were assigned to us to keep us safe against Cain, who is dead now." "I'm aware of that," he replied, in a terse voice, "but there are other threats to your life. The Guild Elders think so, which is why we haven't been removed from these positions yet." I blinked, slightly surprised. "Can you be? Removed, that is? I know having five Crystal Masters is odd, and a first, but can you two be re-assigned, and to doing what?" The two tigers shared a glance between them, that had quite a bit more conversation in it than I was privy to. Oria understood some of it, as she shifted uncomfortably in her chair. Ravindar gave a short shake of his head, and returned to the conversation. "We will be going with you. Whether you like it or not, that is our job." I sighed, squeezing Oria's paw. "You're staying here, like it or not. If I want to, I can slip out of a fold fast enough, and cold enough, that you couldn't follow us even if you wanted to. It's one of the benefits of being a Natural." He let out a long growl, tapping his fingertips on the table. "All right, if you insist on this I want you to activate your tracker implant before you go, and tell me exactly where you're going to be. If you don't come back in two days, we're coming after you." I shifted a bit in my seat this time. I hated to be reminded of the damn tracker chip. I guess that now that I know I really am an animal, it makes sense to keep it. I had hoped to get it removed, back when I thought I no longer had to be on all fours. The soul sickness changed that. "We can agree to that," Oria said, answering for us, squeezing my hand to offer some comfort. "When do you plan to leave?" he asked. "In about an hour," Oria replied, rising from the table. "I've already made arrangements for the children to be taken care of, and we'll get you the information before we leave." He nodded, "Go armed." I stood up next to my wife, wrapping an arm around her waist. "Of course," I said, and pulled her away from the table. "We'll see you in an hour." The tigers rose as well, and followed a few feet behind us as we slipped though the hallways, and into our bedroom. They took up positions just outside the door as we went inside. "I hate activating the tracer chip," I said as the door closed. "It always itches when it's on," Oria just smiled, and walked over to her dresser, pulling open the top drawer. "That's just your imagination, hon." I sighed, and rubbed forehead. "Probably," I replied as I walked over to her. I peeked over her shoulder this time, as she lifted a small lock box out from among her under things. She set it on the top of the dresser, and typed in the code to open the lock. It was the same code that was on a larger version of the same box in the bottom drawer of my dresser. With a beep, the box unlocked, and she lifted open the lid. Inside was her Needler, along with the necessary ammunition. She picked up the weapon, and slid open the base. With practiced fingers she selected the various canisters she wanted to use. Each one was no more than an inch long, and provided the chemicals that made the crystal needles effective. Then she retrieved the holster for the device. It looked more like a cell phone case then any holster I had ever seen. On the outside of the holster were slots for extra canisters, which she filled, taking her time in selecting which ones she wanted. When that was finished, she slid the Needler into the holster, and then clipped it onto the band of her skirt, untucking her blouse a bit to hide it. It looked perfectly normal, not like the potentially lethal weapon it was. "So, how are we going to sneak you in?"sShe asked as she closed the box, and then locked it. "Going to go under cover as a lioness again?" I turned her around, and hugged her for a moment, giving her a short kiss. "I've thought about it, but both Ken and Milgrove want me to try spending more time in my fox form. It's the one that's the least used, and still isn't completely stabilized." "Is that why your fur patterns are always different?" she asked. I nodded. She smiled and tilted her ears slightly. "Can you control that form yet?" I shook my head. "No, I can't directly change my shape at all yet. It's starting to frustrate Milgrove during our lessons." "You're only on the second lesson, Fox; You'll get the hang of it soon enough," my wife replied with a smile. "But I wonder how you intend to go vulpine for this? Do you have some toy I don't know about, or are you going to use the Matrix chip?" "I have some toy," I replied, kissing her nose and pulling back. "Ken gave it to me the other day. He said that now that he understood what was going on, he could make real spells to control it." I walked over to my dresser as I spoke, picking up a small jewelry box. "I haven't even opened it to be honest, I didn't have the time before." Oria came up behind me, and touched the box, purring softly. "Oh, there is magic there, I can feel it. This isn't another placebo like before." I nodded, "Which is good, as that trick stopped working on me," I said, and opened the box. Inside it lay a small coil of silver chain, flat and about an eighth of an inch wide. On one end was a simple clasp, on the other was a stud. "It's an ear hanging," Oria said, recognizing it as something like her own world had. I recognized it as well, and felt something heavy fall into my gut. "Can I see?" she asked. I nodded, moving the box closer to her paws. She picked it up, and fished the hanging out of it, running her fingers over it. "It's really pretty," she said with a purr, moving it so the silver chain caught the light. A moment later she paused, lifting it closer to her muzzle. "There's something written on the chain." I nodded again, closing the empty jewelry box, and setting it back down. I then turned and looked closely at the word engraved on the piece. "It's in Ken's language," I said. "Oh," she replied, "can you read it?" "No, love," I said. Still, I knew what that word meant, down to the letter. It was Ken's name for me, from when he and I were lovers. The whole hanging dated back to then; he had given it to me when we started to be close, before we got intimate. When I was still to shy to be physical with anyone, let alone a dragon I had strong feelings for. The last time I saw it, was the day Ken left me. Without understanding why he was doing it, and feeling like my world had fallen apart, I had taken it off. Taken it off and shoved it into his paw, telling him to take it with him. And now it was mine again, another magic item in my growing collection. I wondered what his motive for giving it back to me was? Was he trying to get back together? It was something I knew Oria would allow, but I wasn't ready for that. Maybe he was trying to remind me of us back then, or maybe he just found it in his lab, and thought it would be proper to return it to me. "You all right love?" Oria asked from behind me. "You look deep in thought." I nodded, reaching up to take out the fox-head earring that was currently through my left ear. I had originally gotten it pierced just to wear the hanging, even if I had to take it out when I went back to Earth. Oria held the hanging out to me, but I shook my head. "You do it love, I want to feel your touch." She smiled, and shifted to my left side. With careful fingers she removed the back from the post, and lifted it to my ear. As soon as she had put it though the hole, I suddenly found myself a few inches shorter. She adjusted, and placed the back on the post, pressing it against the now thinner ear. When it was firm, she took the clasp part and put it over the upper edge of my ear, pressing it firmly closed. Technically it was supposed to go through a second piercing, but I had decided it would have been too hard to explain back home. "It looks nice on you," she said, running her paw over the fur on my neck. I nodded, looking at myself in the mirror. The wide chain hung slightly below my ear and glittered each time I flicked it. "That it does," I replied. "You had better change into some smaller clothing, before those fall off of you. I'll grab some extra rounds for you, and write up where we are going for Ravindar. "Right, Love," I said, shrugging off my shirt and throwing it onto the bed, followed by the rest of my clothing. I took the opportunity to take a quick look over myself in the mirror before heading to the closet. The fur coloring hadn't changed much since the last time. That was a good thing, it meant the form was growing stable. It took a minute to regain my balance as I walked, as I was out of practice walking digitigrade. Mostly I just had to relax, and stop fighting my tail, which was doing a good job at keeping me balanced. The last time I was in this form, Oria and I had taken the opportunity to go shopping and picked up some clothing that fit me. Which was what I reached for now. I pulled them on, adjusting them slightly to get the proper fit, and rolled up the bottom of the denim shorts to keep out of the way of my knees. When I was satisfied I had everything in place, I headed back towards Oria. She was at my dresser, copying the information from the PADD into a note for Ravindar. Her tail was flicking slowly behind her, brushing the floor behind her feet. She was taller than me now, not that I was complaining much. At least I was a fox. I transferred the items from my discarded pants into my new pair, and changed over the holsters as well. I couldn't wear the small plasma gun on my leg, as I preferred to do on these adventures, because it would stand out in my current form. "Ready, Fox?" Oria asked, walking towards me. In her paws was the silver and red box that controlled the tracker implant. I winced when I saw it, but nodded. "Do it," I said, closing my eyes. I felt her paw on my shoulder, as she pressed the box right next to the base of my tail. There was a slight buzz that I heard, but mostly felt in my tailbone. Then it was done, as she pulled away. I sighed, opening my eyes, as I scratched right where the chip was. "It itches," I muttered. Oria laughed and kissed my nose-pad. "It will go away soon, dear," she said, handing me the small bag I kept my spare clips in. From the weight I could tell she was good to her word, and had loaded them for me. "Thanks," I said, clipping them to my belt. "Do we need anything else?" "An auto lock-pick," she replied. "I sent Kalie to get one for us before we talked to our bodyguards; she should have it by now." I chuckled, thinking about something Page had told me, before she went back to her own time; eventually I was going to have to learn how to pick locks. It was nice to see that I would have a reason to do so other than, 'That's what happened'. "You going, she's going to be ticked we're not bringing her along. She wanted to do this herself a few months ago, and I told her to hold off." My wife smiled, "She'll understand," she said. "I hope so." She nodded, walking over to the closet and pulling out my jacket, followed by her trench coat. "I don't think that fits with your outfit," I said as she came back to me, holding my jacket out. I took it from her paw, and slid into it, adjusting the cuffs around my smaller wrists. She just smiled, and pulled it over her shoulders. "It's meant for these adventures, love. I would feel naked without it on." I smirked. There were so many things I could say in response to that. From the look on her face, she knew what they were, and already had the comeback prepared. The tan of the coat was bland compared to the rest of her outfit. In fact the only other color on it was the small golden dagger over a red heart. It was the symbol of her rank in the Assassin Guild. It was placed over her own heart, out in the open for anyone to see. Not that it would be recognized; most of the people who knew the sign of the guild are either in it, or know enough not to mess with it. Or dead, but they weren't a problem at the moment. "Let's get going," I said, and started for the bedroom door. I was brought up short by the feeling of a paw on my tail. I stopped, and glanced back at Oria with a smile. "Did we forget something, love?" "Just this," she said as she walked up to me, lowered her head, and kissed me deeply. I kissed her back in return, my paws drifting down her back to stroke her tail before we finally pulled away. "Now we're ready to go," she purred, heading for the door. I let out a laugh, and followed her out the door, with a smile on my muzzle. * * * "You have got to be kidding me," Oriana said, as she looked over the square in front of us. I nodded, and let out a slow chuckle as I looked over the large expanse of pavement that extended out around us. At the center was a clock tower, over a hundred feet tall, keeping the local time. The square surrounding it was bustling with activity, the buildings on all four sides climbed five stories into the air. Even though we couldn't read the names on them, it was clear from the people and vehicles around us what they were used for. Our little quest item was in the middle of the central police buildings for a city more than twice the size of New York. We had to steal it from under the nose of a few thousand cops. "This isn't funny," Oria said, smacking my shoulder with her paw. I smiled and shook my head. "No, but it fits Grasion's sense of humor perfectly. No one would look for it here. I wouldn't have even tried, but it's exactly what he would do. And he would have no problem at all getting it out. Us on the other hand..." I smiled and shook my head. She nodded. "Come on, let's take a look at the door," I said, and started across the square. The people around us, a mixture of five different species, didn't even notice as we moved past them. Around us buzzed a language that our translators hadn't picked up yet, but that was all right. We couldn't do anything till dark, which was a few hours away, so we had time to burn. The door was on the far side of the tower from where we started. It was simple-- two doors, one behind the other. The first made from bars, with a heavy lock. The second was a plain outside door, with a simple lock on the handle. I turned around, and scanned the buildings behind us, trying to see where we might be spotted when we snuck inside. On the building right across from the tower, on the top floor, was a balcony that ran most of its length. "I would bet even money that whoever is in that office is police commissioner, or the local equivalent," I said, pointing at it. Oria nodded, scanning the rest of the buildings. "It would make sense," she said, and turned back to the door. "The lock won't be too difficult, it should only take a minute." She sighed, and turned back to look at the buildings. "I suspect that will be the only part of it that is." I nodded, running over the location of the item in my mind. "It will take at least an hour, once we're inside, to get his little toy. The trick will be in not getting noticed. I wish we had brought along some sort of night vision gear." "Why, when we can both see in the dark?" she asked, wrapping her arm through mine. I chucked softly, and shook my head, sending my pigtail swaying over the back of my neck. "I had forgotten about that." She smiled. "I guessed as much, Fox," she said, and glanced around, her ears twitching up slightly. "There's a park over there, across the road. You can see it between those buildings. We have time to kill, and we both need to pick up the local language." I nodded, and started walking towards the park. "We only need a couple more hours," I commented, "The park looks busy enough for that. I just wish we had some money so we could get a bit to eat from one of the street venders." "I can't think of any way to do that, other than pick a few pockets, which isn't something either one of us is very good at." I smiled and pulled her close to me. "Maybe we should learn how to do that?" She shook her head as we walked out of the square and stopped at the sidewalk. "Better not. We don't want the kids picking that up from us. We'd have no end of trouble." I chuckled, as we waited for the people around us to start crossing. We garnered a few dirty looks while we were waiting. Maybe mixed species relationships were frowned upon in this world, or perhaps they just didn't like our public show of affection. We ignored them. It was easy enough. All the training in high school pays off for that. When the light changed we crossed with everyone else, and stepped into the park. A soft purr slipped out as the pads of my feet touched the grass. All the walking we had done on the sidewalk and street had given my feet a beating. Oria was used to it, having gone barefoot her whole life, and smiled slightly as she saw my reaction. "Feet hurt?" she asked with a knowing smile. I didn't say anything, just luxuriated in the feel of the grass. She laughed and wrapped her arm around my back. "If you stop wearing shoes, you'll eventually get used to it. The pads will toughen up over time." I nodded, wrapping my arm back around her as we moved through the park. We followed along in the grass, next to a paved path until we found an area that had a lot of people loitering around. We took a seat on the bench, and I folded my feet up under me, as we watched this world go by. Oria gently brushed her fingers over the back of my neck. I twisted my fingers over the marriage bracelet on my right wrist, fingering my love's blood stone. "I love you, Oriana." She leaned close, and kissed my neck. "I love you too, Fox," she whispered into my ear. Another purr rose from my chest, as I cuddled up to her. She purred in return, and giggled softly. "It's strange hearing a fox purr." "Strange?" She nodded, "And cute." I laughed and turned around to give her a kiss, which she returned happily. We held each other like that for a minute, before pulling away. Out of the corner of my eye I caught an elder couple who were walking past. They were trying not to be obvious as they looked at us, both of them were smiling widely. "I did snag a few small pieces of jewelry we can pawn," Oria said, nuzzling. "A set of five ruby rings. If they are valuable here, we should get some money." "That seems kind of a big thing to pawn," I said, trying to remember if I knew the rings. She had a lot of items with rubies. She let out a giggle. "Not really, they didn't cost very much back on my world." She saw the quizzical look on my muzzle, and smiled. "Rubies are common on my world, don't you remember? They're not worth a lot. They seem pretty rare in the multi-verse, though, so we should be able to get something for them." "Oh yes, I remember now," I said, fishing that little piece of trivia out of the back of my mind. "As long as they aren't of sentimental value to you." "Not at all I picked them up while you were exiled. I had a special client who had a thing for a women dripping in jewelry. It was fun to dress up for him," she said, licking my ear. I tickled her a bit. "You miss the old job?" She nodded slightly, her face falling just a bit. "Yes, hon, I do. I still think of myself as a whore, it's hard to step away from that. It's been a year now, and I'm still not used to it." I touched the side of her muzzle with my fingers. "That's my fault. I know your culture allows people to be with others, but it's frowned upon in mine." I sighed softly, "Of course, as I'm taking on your culture as mine, I suppose I should get over that." She sighed, "Don't do it for my sake." "Who's sake should I be doing it for then?" I asked with a smile. Oria shook her head, but didn't answer. "I've thought about this a few times, hon. It's something I know I should deal with. I want you to be happy, and I don't want to hold you back." She nodded, "And you could spend time with Rachel again," she pointed out. I sighed, but with a smile. "It's tempting, very tempting. It will take some time for me, but when I'm ready, you can go back to the job you love." She nodded, with a smile, which turned into a slight frown. "That's not the only job I'm thinking about going back to." "Oh, really?" I asked, straining a bit to figure out which job she was talking about. Silently, she reached up to touch the Guild badge on her chest. I frowned, and touched her arm with my paw. "Back to the Guild? Why, Oria? After we fought so hard to get you out of there?" She sighed, and dropped her head, staring hard at the ground under the bench. "I don't want to, Fox, but I'm starting to feel like I have to. If the Hammerheads are still around, I still owe them their favor. I need to protect myself, and to protect the children so they can't do anything to them." I wrapped my arms around her, and pulled her close to me. "You don't have to do that, you have me. You have Ravindar and Santhara." She nodded, "I know love, but I feel so helpless. When I found out that Golem was made by the Hammerheads, it felt like my whole world was crashing down. I immediately thought back to the Guild training; how much I learned, how much I forced myself to forget. If I'm going to be able to defend my family, I need to know such things." "But the Guild, love? You can be trained by others. Terminus would be more than willing to help. Even Ken could show you some ways to use your magic to defend yourself." "I know, I've thought about that a lot over the last few weeks," she said, shaking her head slowly. "I know the Guild, I know the teachings, and still remember some of them." "But love, if you go back to the Guild, you'll have to kill again," I protested. She nodded. "I know, Fox, and my quota would start over. Five people in two years," she sighed again. "I've taken two lives with my own paws. If I can decide which contracts to take..." she trailed off, staring down at her fingers. I pulled her closer, and nuzzled at her neck, but didn't say a thing. Oria changed positions, wrapping an arm around me, and squeezing gently. "I feel like I have to do this, Fox. I know what it will cost my soul, and I can deal with it, with Thryn's help, and yours." I ran my fingers through her long hair, and shook my head. "I can't approve of this love, I just can't. If you do this, I'll help you in any way I can, but I can't approve of it." She nodded, and held me close. She didn't say anything else for the next hour, and nor did I. At the time there was nothing else either one of us could say. * * * Under the cover of darkness, Oria and I moved briskly through the square. It was approaching local midnight, and no one was about for now. Some lights burned in the buildings around us, but no one was at their windows. It was useful for us, being seen was low on my list of things to do that night. "You have the lock-pick?" I asked Oria as we moved to the door of the clock tower. Our past conversation pushed into the back of my mind for the moment. I planned to bring it up again when we got back home, but that was for later. "I've got it," she replied in a half-whisper, fishing the small black device out of her coat pocket. She held it ready in her paw as we approached the first door. I took up a guard position next to Oria, as she bent down towards the lock. I had time to scan the square only once before I heard the hinges grind as the gate opened. "That was too fast. Was it already open?" I asked, turning back around. She nodded, reaching for the inside door. Twisting the handle, it moved easily; she pushed it forward an inch, sending light falling from the crack. "Someone's already here," she said in a whisper, flicking her ears back. "Do you think we should go in?" I nodded, "Yes, but be careful, we don't know what to expect," I replied in the same whisper. She nodded again, and pulled her Needler out. Then she slowly pushed the door open further, enough that she could see inside. Moving carefully, she glanced inside quickly before pushing it open the rest of the way, and stepping into the tower. I followed right behind her, closing the door as I entered the building. We were in a small room, about twenty feet square. On one side was a set of stairs, leading up to the clock. The far wall had another door, closed to us. "Looks clear," I said, glancing up at the tower above us. I couldn't see anyone moving up near the clock works. The tower itself was open, and would have made it hard for anyone to hide. Oria paused and walked around the small room, glancing under the stairs, before going to the second door. With a twist of the handle, she opened it, and frowned. "Fox, you had better see this," she said. I walked around to her, looking over her shoulder. Inside what was barely more then a small closet, was the corpse of a young wolf. Blood pooled under his body, coming from a pair of bullet wounds in his chest. "Well, shit," I said with a slight hiss, placing my paw on the small of Oria's back. From the look of it, he had been dead for an hour at least. I was surprised by the lack of smell. I had come across enough dead bodies in my time to have become familiar with it, but there was nothing there. "What do we do about this?" she asked, as she put her weapon away. Her response came as the sound of a gun being chambered from behind us. A gruff voice ordered, "Both of you, put your hands up, now." To Be Continued... ----- This story is copyright 2003 by Fox Cutter. Hardcopy reprints limited to one per person, all other rights reserved. This story may not be distributed for a fee except by permission of the author, and this copyright notice may not be removed.